Just Simply Me..

        First day of class..Freshmen the egelloc stneduts are really excited with that day..I witness it. I'm in there and I know what's the feeling of being new to everything. I can see in the face of most of them are happy and excited but some are just silent. I know it because I already experience it when I was also a new one in the school. I see them chattering and kidding with each other. That's the freshmen, it seems like they really enjoying but I know later on they will know and feel the hardship and the difficulties of this chapter of their life.

         If freshmen are enjoying meeting with their new friends and classmates, higher years the egelloc stneduts like me are not like that. We are busy of fixing our schedules and talking about our new instructors.Some are talking with their barkadas about their summer vacations. They are discussing about their plans at the end of the day because its the first day and maybe they miss their bonding so they are planning about their gimik. Funny but true. some of them are not excited about their upcoming class maybe because of the fact that they want to enjoy the company of their friends first before they face the difficulties.

         Me? in my first day of my class in being second year the egelloc stneduts I felt so nervous and afraid. Yes, I am! Wanna know why? It's because I will meet new friends and classmates. And lot of questions comes to my mind that they, I'm afraid that they won't pleased me. What if they will ignore me? What if I cannot make it to them? But in the end I ignore those thoughts and questions. I told to myself it's not about the friends, it is about my goal. And that is to learn from this school and be a successful one someday. I know having lot of friends are good but maybe I should be not so dependent to my friends. i should be on my own. Well, I just try my best to have a good relationship to them and  I hope they will accept me too in the way I want too. Anyway, God is always there for me so I'm not alone.